Perhaps I am spinning out of control again and I'm just too out of it to really care? I don't feel like I'm really here. I have no emotion. No feelings. It's like I have no soul. It's weird how I am just going with the flow of things. Things that SHOULD bother me greatly, but don't. Things that SHOULD make me happy but I don't react. Things that SHOULD make me angry...but don't. It's so weird.
Everything that SHOULD be makes me feel everything I shouldn't.
Am I going to wake up from this? 'Casue if you wanna get real honest...it's scaring the shit out of me.
It's like
I suddenly...
Just
Don't
Care
About ANYTHING
Anymore
Everyone I know seems to be looking inside themselves and finding out who they really are. I thought that I had already done this. I thought I already knew. But suddenly...I can't take anymore. I am not strong enough to face myself, much less anyone else.
I'm kind of slipping off an edge. I think I sort of kind of need help? But I don't want it at the same time.
I just don't care...
Just me
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